LOVE NEVER HAPPENS

u know sometimes, when u're just confused?
and wonder what the fuck is going on with ur life.
i;ve been doing that shit.
well i realize now while blogging that i;m not THAT confused anymore.
i was. i kept on thinking, over and over again about what is and what isnt.


it was right in front of me.
i know what i want now.
i can reach it, but will never get to keep it.fuck


isit respect i want?NO.
isit money? NO.
love perhaps? haha.
love, fucking ironic thing.
in 2 months, 7 of my frens have experienced bitter love.
not any type of easy bittersweet love,
like the suffocating, wth is going on type of love.
i dont trust it anymore.
well, technically i;m 20 , so everyone gets hurt this age rite?
NOT THE POINT. why do we bother?
getting ourselves in shitass situations. falling into the major shithole they call love.
okay, i knw i;m ranting, bare with me.
this has turn into an emo blog sheesh. i PROMISE i;ll upload more pics next time people.
stop spammin my email -______-

where was i?
oh yes, love. if u found it, great ! good for u (:
but jst be careful. ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN.
i'm so agitated now thinking of all the bad things that hv happened before,
whether it is my own experienced or someone's else. haha. silly me?? lol
Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't
but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
sometimes when u try and try , and if u knw u have done nothing wrong.
u MUST let go. cause if u dont, u will suffer, thats what i can seee.
People think it's holding on that makes you stronger,
but sometimes it's letting go which shows ur character n ur strength.

i;m giving advice to u my readers who jst got out of any bad relationships,
move on , live life happily.
remember, dont be sad because its over, be HAPPY that it happened.
those who got of a bad relationship, listen .
TRY to let go, dnt think of anything else, it helps alot.
here to jst advice u based on my pass experience.


promise i;ll try my best to upload more pics and nt be so emo haha.
sorry again dear jean-apparently-ers :)

love,
the hypocrite jean